Renegade-Cavalcade

Adam Archer

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Your Love Is Wasted On Me by Renegade-Cavalcade, literature

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Your Love Is Wasted On Me

I need to tell her something, It won't go down too well, She loves me but I can't return, How can she not tell? My plan is too ignore her, Just push her out of my mind, But the guilt is taking over, For no reason I can find. I think I'll just approach her, Tell her I have had enough, Making excuses all the time, Is becoming kind of tough. Why is life so difficult? There's so many tolls to pay, I push these thoughts out of my mind, Then take a breath and say: "There's nothing you can do, The time has come at last, I'd like to just forget you, And leave you in the past."

Why Did You Leave Me? by Renegade-Cavalcade, literature

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Why Did You Leave Me?

When you are not here, Happiness is a fond memory, Your absence, like a knife. Drowned by you not being here, I lead a different life, Down the drain, all washed up. Yesterday seems years away, Overwhelmed with misery, Unscathed? No. Little by little I crack and break, Everything turns to black, Abandoned by the one I love, Vitriol aimed at letting you go, Entering a downward spiral. My heart begins to fall apart, Employing the state of despair. ?

No Matter What... by Renegade-Cavalcade, literature

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No Matter What...

Every time we touch I'm asphyxiated, If I'm loved by you I don't care if I'm hated, These bruises on my chest are all from you, But I love you, there's nothing I can do. Every time I see you my heart skips a beat, It's the terror inside me every time we meet, I want you to know, I have feelings too, But I love you, there's nothing I can do. Every time you move closer I cringe and wince, I met you a week ago, I haven't slept since, Yet there's no-one I'd rather be with than you, And I will love you, no matter what you do.

Addiction Pulls You Down by Renegade-Cavalcade, literature

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Addiction Pulls You Down

I want you so bad it's starting to HURT, Why do you keep throwing me in the dirt? I want to engulf you in a bubble of love, And take you up high like a sky-scraping dove. I need you so much it's driving me MAD, You are the girl I always wished I had, I want to hold you and never let you go, What I'd do without you, I don't want to know. I'm begging you now, why would you do this? I would do anything, just for your kiss, Now that YOU'RE LEAVING ME here on my own, Moving on, and leaving me all alone.

Dream Come True by Renegade-Cavalcade, literature

Bitter by Renegade-Cavalcade, literature

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Bitter

Well, how do you think I'm feeling? You broke my heart in two, Everything was going so well, The mistake I made was you. Well, why do you think I'm angry? You make me want to cry, I recall how much I loved you, Now I wish that you would die. Well, what do you mean I'm bitter? It is your fault you see, I really thought you were the one, How blind could one person be? Well, why do you think I hate you? You did not care at all, Whenever I was in trouble, You stood there and watched me fall.

She Has to Know. by Renegade-Cavalcade, literature

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She Has to Know.

I need to tell her now, Is there no other way? She has to go soon, It can't be that hard to say. It seems much easier, To just sit here and stare, To just do nothing, What if she does not care? Why do I put it off? When I know I need this, More than anything, I know that it will be bliss. I have missed my last chance, Now she has got to go, I love her so much, But now she will never know. I just wish that she knew, Exactly how I feel, But now she is gone, Unaware of my zeal.

Moodswings by Renegade-Cavalcade, literature

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Moodswings

You make me laugh, you make me cry, It all depends on the mood you are in, It gets so bad I want to die, I love you, but I just can't win. There's been good times, and there's been bad, Sometimes you're happy, and sometimes you're not, Your fickle temper drives me mad, But I love you, you're all I've got. Please, will you just make up your mind? Do you love me, or do you despise me? Is it so hard to just be kind? I love you, can you not see? I need you, but it's just too tough, My tolerance has reached its border line, I can't take it, I've had enough, I love you, no, I'm not fine.

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A letter to myself. by padfoot369, literature

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A letter to myself.

Dear sweet world of dreams, Why have you forsaken me Bottled up my past with thee So I'd wake up feeling empty? Dear illusion inside my mind, How could I have been so blind While knowing I would never find What it was I left behind? Dear seventh sin of greed, Why is it I feel the need To think of him while I bleed And how I never took the lead? Dear magical fantasy, Why can't I just be free? You lied to me constantly While keeping me content subliminally. Dear feeling of hate inside, It is you I tried to hide I blame you for the times I've lied It's your fault for every time I've cried. Dear innocence, I sme

The Circle by graveyardprincess789, literature

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The Circle

The Circle Life is magical so is death born one hour in a crib the next This is forshadowing to something forgotten soon after your birth it's to the cofffin Crib to coffin cradle to grave this simple circle keeps us enslaved this special plan no way around in dear sweet time your in the ground First your born, then you die always remember they say you'll live forever and thats a lie

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Addiction Pulls You Down by Renegade-Cavalcade, literature

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About Renegade-Cavalcade

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Artist // Literature

United Kingdom
Deviant for 19 years
He / Him

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Current Residence: Sutton Coldfield
Favourite genre of music: Indie/Emo
Favourite photographer: Charlie Barnes
Favourite style of art: Poems, you got to love 'em!
Operating System: scalpul
MP3 player of choice: I-Pod mini, wootles!!!
Shell of choice: ones that i found on the beach
Wallpaper of choice: Paint is better
Skin of choice: The one I live in.
Favourite cartoon character: Weebl
Personal Quote: "I am not failing, I have just discovered 10,000 wrong ways to do it."

Favourite Visual Artist

Lucian Freud

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Easyworld, Muse, Feeder, A, Frank Sinatra, Radiohead,Placebo, Reuben, The Smiths

Favourite Writers

Kevin Brooks or Garth Nix

Favourite Games

Zelda: Ocarina of Time

Favourite Gaming Platform

Those ones the gladiators stand on when they hit each other with sticks....

Tools of the Trade

Paint and Google and Word. I only need the basics.

Other Interests

POLLEH,Music, Julia Berg, Abi Harding, Books, The Mighty Boosh.

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Renegade-Cavalcade

Jan 9, 2005

AAARRRGGGHHH!!!

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whats wrong with me, im going all poety! help help help! dont worry kids ill do some funny pictures soon!

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Renegade-Cavalcade

Aug 23, 2004

Sorry!!!!!

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i am sorry for my long absence but i had trouble verifying my e-mail but now im back and full of fresh ideas!!!!! hooray

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lestatsdaughter

May 21, 2005

Boo. Tis Fifi, yoeth.

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Renegade-Cavalcade

May 20, 2005

WOW! its me! hehehe. THE OLD ME!
im going to take a picture of me dancing! that'll teach you!
*covers mouth* COCK! ** and he will never know...**

Dark-Raven-X

Mar 15, 2005

...Dammit Adam draw something and make me smile!

graveyardprincess789

Mar 9, 2005

YOU HAVE BEEN KISSED!!!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

*dingding* RULES:
1- You can kiss the person who kissed you!
2- You can't kiss the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- kiss 6 other people
4- You should kiss them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random kisses are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitly get started kissing right away!

HauntedFlower

Feb 17, 2005

...don`t be lazy! TURN YOUR DAMN PILLOW OVER!!! ....*does it for you* There.... *huggles more* ^__^

HauntedFlower

Feb 13, 2005

Zz..ZzZz...Hi,Adam...ZzZz...I am SO tired...and bored...so...I thought I`d drop my your page to say hello! *huggles* *falls asleep on floor* Mmmph....